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Still Here Barely
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Still Here Barely was released on December 5, 2025 by Smart Code Factory LLC as a part of the album Mental Reboot
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Release DateDecember 5, 2025
LabelSmart Code Factory LLC
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Amia Wake
Amia Wake
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Codee Jessen
Codee Jessen
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Smart Code Factory LLC
Smart Code Factory LLC
Producer

Lyrics

I'm not sad
Sadness is a feeling
This is static
My room smells like stale air and three day old clothes
I've been staring at the ceiling counting cracks in the rows
My phone is in my hand I've been scrolling for hours
Dopamine hunting but the battery devours
I didn't brush my teeth I just rinsed with the tap
I'm a floating head stuck in a gravity trap
It's not that I can't move it's just the signal is weak
Like my body is a language that I forgot how to speak
But catch me at nine AM I'm the life of the team
Coffee in hand living the corporate dream
How are you I'm good the script is auto complete
While I'm screaming inside from the passenger seat
I'm an award winning actor in a movie no one sees
Dying in 4K while I smile and say cheese
I'm not drowning I'm buffering
I'm not broken I'm hovering
Between being a person and just taking up space
Wearing my skin like it's a rented face
I'm online I'm awake but nobody's home
Just a ghost in the machine scrolling alone
Yeah I'm still here
But I think I'm a glitch
I texted you sick but I'm just sick of myself
Lying in the dark like a toy on a shelf
I rehearsed the excuse since Tuesday at noon
Maybe next week yeah we both know that's too soon
My friends are all thriving or maybe they're lying
We're all posting highlights while privately dying
My internal monologue is a bully with a mic
Saying you're lazy you're useless you're someone they dislike
Take the pill cut the edge smooth out the static
Functioning breathing semi automatic
I miss feeling pain cause at least pain is real
Now I'm just numb waiting to feel
Is this growing up just learning to rot
Is this the whole life that we actually got
I don't want to be resilient
I don't want to be strong
I just want to wake up and feel like I belong
In my own damn body
In my own damn head
I want to be alive not just not dead
I'm still
Let the system crash let the servers burn
I'm the lesson that this simulation couldn't learn
I'm not fixed I'm not happy I'm just open
And maybe that's better than being broken
Written by: Codee Jessen
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