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Panic.exe
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Panic.exe was released on December 5, 2025 by Smart Code Factory LLC as a part of the album Mental Reboot
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Release DateDecember 5, 2025
LabelSmart Code Factory LLC
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM70

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Amia Wake
Amia Wake
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Codee Jessen
Codee Jessen
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Smart Code Factory LLC
Smart Code Factory LLC
Producer

Lyrics

Is it real or is it in my head
Breathe in breathe out
My chest is tight like a belt pulled way too loose
My hands are numb yeah I'm losing all the use
The room is spinning but I'm standing perfectly still
A silent scream that is testing all my will
They say just calm down but my blood is running cold
A false alarm that never gets too old
I check my pulse like a ritual a nervous tic
Am I dying now or is it just a mental trick
The spiral starts the what ifs flood the gate
What if I faint what if it's far too late
Everyone is watching they can see me crack
The walls are closing in and there is no turning back
But my mind's aflame yeah I'm walking through the fire
My nerves are electric walking on a wire
It feels like death but I'm still standing here
I'll ride the wave I'll conquer every fear
I am not my body I am not this shaking frame
I am the master of the spark I own the flame
Mind aflame but I won't burn down today
I'm still here I'm still here
I fix my hair in the mirror splash the water on my face
Walk back out like I didn't just leave the race
I'm smiling wide but my stomach's in a knot
A perfect performance giving everything I've got
I'm overthinking every word I ever said
Replaying conversations inside of my head
Did I sound stupid did they see me shake
Exhausted from the effort that it takes to be awake
I'm floating up above watching myself speak
The ground is soft the signal's getting weak
But I know this feeling I have been here before
It is just a wave crashing on the shore
Let it crash let it break
I am the rock that the ocean cannot take
I wake up the next day but the fear is still here
What if it happens again what if I can't disappear
I replay it a hundred times in my head
The conversations the moment the things that I said
Now every little symptom feels like a warning sign
A skip in my heartbeat a tightness a grind
I am not weak but I tell myself I am
A self fulfilling prophecy a false alarm
The shame is a second wave crashing on top
Of the first one that taught me I cannot stop
The overthinking the what ifs the dread
Building the next panic before I am dead
Mind aflame but I am burning bright
I am the warrior in the silent night
My heart is racing but I hold the reins
I survived the fire running through my veins
I'm still here
The wave recedes the ground is steady now
I made it through I don't know how
But I'm still here
Mind aflame cooling down
Written by: Codee Jessen
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