(What's reality for me? what's the source? i'm just looking for)

The better parts tethered with melded hearts letters sent with unsettling methods that welded art to society. Quite a variety of unbreakable bonds and bitter rivalries I can see the endless insights with men in dimmed fights their chins have been checked but hearts haven't what starts a shutdown and farce is sparse damage. Dated by ratings of multiple situations saying "just be a man" became manipulation and stationed fate in a place with no relation I hate to say it but the brain is not the culprit we've all been engrained to feel but never show it.

Whats the definition of man in this day and age. Real bold a little soul and never afraid, But when time comes for the image to take a rest we're questioning the blessing of life in every breath. I never learned the meaning and all its gravity until I turned around and had a family sanity became a myth because gradually I kept trying to prove it's something that I was handling. I've learned being a man is responsibility and owning up to the demons i've had living with me becoming a husband as well as a father? simplicity was what my mind had garnered, until I realized the way I that I live life drives the perspective and outcome of my daughter's. Now that right there is the scariest form of honor cause every choice that you make will bless ya or else haunt ya, I never really felt a need to dissipate I just never really knew how to participate and the excuse of " my family raised me different" isn't something that's gonna have the ability set you straight. The fruit I produce is the juice for my seeds, I gotta stay in repentance in order to keep the peace. That's something that has to be done actually, don't believe me read Matthew 3 and then get back to me. I think we think Gods image is what we physically see and not the seat of emotions that he's placed in a being so we always title Jesus himself "manly" because of the way that we've seen him lead. The title of "Man" comes with learning how to make others succeed it also comes with admittance of knowing you're weak and acknowledging that your wisdom isn't found in the streets or you're unbreakable and bound to never fall to your knees take a second. The view is so emaciated cause the same thing that makes you a man can have you feel emasculated. Keeping God's design requires future thinking and trust me man the past is patient, the last of this isn't found in the problems core. It's found inside your hearts equation. (Chorus: So what's your definition of being a man on a mission the admission is when you start. I'm just looking for the better parts.)