I got a mess of recollections to be checking in today. No suggestions of a blessing is enough for me to pray I need more than good reward because I'm forcing pain away It's been the same these pangs arrange flames and chains that cause strain and stain my wrists with red hues, i've risked my head few.. too many times and penalized my heart to it's core I start to ignore the reason of my leisurely course and seemingly gorge on a menial source that feeds me a portion of greed and remorse. So what's the pinnacle of it all imminent death and sprawled mentioning of a God with a little intensive cause to rid my remnants of falls

And after replace the loss with being called? Surely I know it's more. Questions have to be asked is God just my forgiver or all that I'll ever have? I never say the word "assumption" cause i hate making it is this just supply and demand or a real relationship? take a trip out of the bubble that has smothered you so long you've been smuggling and hustling the sum of who you are. Half broken and restored but the fullness of your garb is addressed to who has dressed your very body with his law that's the truth. You're entitled to the suit you have to bear you can't deny it or confine it and then say it wasn't there recognizing there's a timing when you're finding what to tear, it's the wool over your eyes or connections with who cares either way you're bound to separate what delegates despair. Remember that there's embers that'll come with being rare. True peace is fought for to reap the encore of meek and strong cords you need a little more abrasiveness. So if you do seek for a God source you need to talk more and hastily be phasing in the dangerous, taking stints and making sense of every last deranged attempt to place your faith as greater and then render all dimensions with extensions showing lynching of yourself with all your hang ups. This isn't made up you need union not entanglement. No Will or Jada. So take the plate up, this offering is not for you to pay up it's full exposure without the make up so say a prayer and engage the world is a hellish place what i'm telling most ain't selling unless it's a brand along with their name or a product that's chart topping and launching their wanted fame. Let me set the plane or should I say the scene we idolize retired lines of folk we say we need because we'd rather find ourselves inside their greatest deeds than let the tugging on our heart guide us to greater things. Practically permissive to capping at forgiven but not at every action that's attached to all our missions and that is spreading gospel and protecting hearts with peace so when we're scarred we grit our teeth and choose to teach, this ain't deterrent, i'm just saying we need one thing. Endurance.

(Chorus: A total cause in the grand scheme of things. I need itx2 A true God that can handle my demons I need itx2 Still through all this i'm working and building endurancex2)