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Half Life
Underground Rap
Half Life was released on June 7, 2026 by Stickman as a part of the album Gravity Don't Care
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Release DateJune 7, 2026
LabelStickman
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM84

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Stickman
Stickman
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Jason May
Jason May
Composer, Lyrics
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Jason May
Jason May
Producer

Lyrics

Everything decays
The question is, how slowly?
Half-life of a friendship is about four years
After that, the isotope of closeness disappears
By half, then half again, exponential distance
Between the ones you loved and the ones who kept their persistence
My father's voice has got a half-life in my memory
Each year it gets a little less, that's just the chemistry
Of grief, the radioactive weight of what you've lost
Decaying slowly but the decay has got a cost
Half-life of the suburb where I grew up, maybe fifty years
Before the gentrification clears
The people who built it from the dust and sent their lives there
And replaced them with the ones who drive in from elsewhere
Half-life, everything fades by half
Half-life, the things that made me laugh
The faces and the places slowly thinning out
Half-life, that's what love is all about
A rate of slow decay that you can calculate
But knowing doesn't stop it and knowing comes too late
Half-life, Stikman counting down
Half-life, everything that I have found
Will halve again and halve again
Until it's just a trace of what it's been
The half-life of a version of yourself is brutal
You mourn the one you were before the hustle
Before the grind compressed the softness into armour
Before the need to win replaced the need for warmth here
I was someone who would sit for hours just talking
Someone whose ambition didn't cost him all his walking
Now as now I'm always somewhere else in my head
Calculating futures over being present instead
Half-life of the innocence of Western Sydney summers
Before we learned that everything we had would go to others
Before the weight of being working class in this country
Got its half-life measured out in decades of being hungry
Some things don't decay
I wanna tell you that
I wanna say the love I carry has no half-life
But I've watched too much fade to make that promise
All I know is
The trace that's left of everything I've lost
Still holds mass, still pulls, dark matter
I am the sum of every half-life that I've carried
Every friend, every place, every version that I buried
Still radioactive, emitting something warm
From every isotope of who I was before the storm
Made me denser, every loss compressed my core
Half-life after half-life, there's still something more
Left in me, the decay hasn't zeroed out
And what remains is what this whole album is about
The trace of everything, the mass of all the missing
The West Sydney kid still calculating, still persisting
Half-life, yeah, but halves compound to something
And something is the album and the album isn't nothing
Half-life
Still here
Still warm
Stikman
Written by: Jason May
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