Is It Fair?

I really do like CJ Duh you do I'm just afraid of what will happen because part of me is still waiting for Margot to come back What still? She not coming back dude, she's gone Look I know alright? I know It's just I mean I don't still have feelings for her, but I do in a way It's like this thing that's inside of me and it's always just sorta sitting there waiting around Sometimes I'll see something or I'll smell something and it just makes me think of her even when I don't want to Is fair for me to go out with her if I still think of Margot sometimes? Breaking up was a big defeat And it's not always gonna go your way Or even my way Now we're fuckn other people Saying that it's love We'd push and shove till one of us fell Lights all over the yard, cops don't know which of us is right It's complicated two people picture perfect depending on how you paint it Your leaving Told you not too What am I without you? You bring the devil right out me I ain't been me lately "You're a fuckn bitch" "Wait what the fuck did you just call me" "Don't you see, this is all because of you" We sleep it off then act like none of it happened It's a never ending loop We're too scared to snoop around Cause we know what we'll find Thoughts of you remain in my head But maybe I'm better of dead I can't lie you're my favorite ex I walk around with demons Yeah I walk around with them These feelings in my brain have caused me to feel so much pain Can't move on because I'm incomplete with you Should've waited I got issues you could tell Give love to someone else The places I roll through Places I don't go too Because I don't wanna remember you I did everything for us Now we're cussing and now and I'm seeing her Private number calling me And I know it's you Man you'll do anything so I don't get over you And is it fair what we're doing this shit to each other? I'm driving through the city Ain't no cop around Empty road So I put this shit in sport mode Fifty, sixty, now I'm going eighty in a forty Want the pain to stop, so I start drinking a forty Now I'm going ninety eight, fuck why can't I break? I blame you, when in reality I should really be blaming us I really like CJ, she's amazing But is it fair for me to go out with her if I still think of Margot? Dude CJ's way cooler than Margot But But I made mistakes and we're afraid to take the fall But I'm making time for us and you cancel with a call Tell me you love me and I was your only Should've never have believed you Fuck your so annoying Why're you toying with my feelings When I just wanted you as my only Man you have me feeling so lonely I can't stop calling you Even though you don't answer I still want you to remember That I'm sorry that I got a temper, and I know I shouldn't have taken it out on you But I made mistakes and Girl I want you to know that no matter what we do I'm always gonna be by you Hey I saw you called, but I told you to leave me alone Yes I do miss you, but we both know this is for the best I love you, but please don't call again