My Depression

Everyday I wake up feeling so alone I don't wanna go out, I just wanna stay at home Deal with my depression try to cope with all my woes No one understands me, I guess I'm on my own And I'm so tired of feeling this way And I'm so tired of feeling so lonely No I can't explain how chemical the pain Is when your dealing with it by yourself, it drives you insane It's at the bottom of the bottle in the morning It's in every pill I swallow when I'm bored and I'll never be okay, it's just another day To get through even though I know I gotta find a way I'm done pretending I'm good If I can smile then I would They say you can if you try I've tried about a million times And nothing hurts the same There's nobody to blame And no one understands, so I just keep them far away Everyday I wake up feeling so alone I don't wanna go out, I just wanna stay at home Deal with my depression try to cope with all my woes No one understands me, I guess I'm on my own And I'm so tired of feeling this way And I'm so tired of feeling so lonely No I can't explain how chemical the pain 'Cause when your dealing with it by yourself, it drives you insane And when the lights go out When the lights go Hate it when the lights go out I can't sleep I'm stuck in here A stupid world where I just wanna disappear 'Cause everyday I wake up feeling so alone I don't wanna go out, I just wanna stay at home Deal with my depression try to cope with all my woes No one understands me, I guess I'm on my own And I'm so tired of feeling this way And I'm so tired of feeling so lonely No I can't explain how chemical the pain Is when your dealing with it by yourself it drives you insane