Shame on Me

You know, I find it so funny How someone can burn you so bad And as soon as you doing good They're back in your life like none of that happened Lemme take y'all back Boy meets girl She's a queen, she's a pearl She's a diamond in the rough But the greatest in the world Becomes his world, becomes his life His everything, overnight Over time he over thinks On and off just like a light She loves him dearly Loves him not All this pain, make it stop Her emotions, high and low He can decide, to let her go She eats him up, from inside But he can't see all the signs All his friends tried to help 'Cause she just thinks of herself Fucks him up First she fucks him good and then she fucks him up He's a bitch, he's a pussy That's how he feels, suck it up A real man doesn't cry, he keeps it tight Just like a tummy tuck So he just justifies that one day soon That's when the buck will stop The pain will settle He's running out of 'Love me nots' and daisy petals Swears that she's going through a phase of tryna' play the devil She don't wear Prada though But it's too late, she's got his soul Got his heart, pot of gold Fuck she's smart, honour roll You lied to my face and said you love me You're fucking beautiful but act so ugly I gave you blame, you tell me I'm insane You light the match I put my finger in that flame again I'm so ashamed Shame on me for loving you girl Shame on me And shame on me for trusting you girl Shame on me You said that was the last time You gon' play with me I took the bait so now I gotta pay the fee I put the, shame on me I put the, shame on me Blame on me I put the, blame on me Shame on me for loving you girl Shame on me (Shame on me) And shame on me for trusting you girl Shame on me Nowadays it's all changed I'm popping now I can see the traces of a person Who is toxic now I can see the signs of somebody who projects All their insecurities on anybody who comes next You're so pathetic And usually I keep it copacetic But you lead me on for years Then broke me down, I don't forget it I wrote that first verse Like that shit happened last week But in reality that's PTSD I was 18 Now you hit me up Every single year you fuckin' hit me up I used to drop my guard For anybody who would lift me up Nowadays I'm cold hearted But I keep my spirits up I drop my walls for nobody I just keep my feelings tucked It's you fault, and everywhere you go I'm in your brain You can't take a shit, a fucking piss Without seeing my name And yesterday you texted me You fuckin' social climber But I almost forgot to write this song So thanks for the reminder Shit is crazy You lied to my face and said you love me You're fucking beautiful but act so ugly I gave you blame, you tell me I'm insane You light the match I put my finger in that flame again I'm so ashamed Shame on me for loving you Shame on me And shame on me for trusting you girl Shame on me You said that was the last time You gon' play with me I took the bait so now I gotta pay the fee I put the, shame on me I put the, shame on me Blame on me I put the, blame on me Shame on me for loving you girl Shame on me (Shame on me) And shame on me for trusting you girl Shame on me