Tear Me Apart

I have a past that tends to taunt me I run from it, but it's exhausting Call me psycho, at least you called me Tell me why am I falling? Fall for you when I should be runnin' I hate every girl that I fall in love with I gave you my heart, it's all for nothing You tear me apart You tear me apart You tear me apart You're everything that I need, everything that I needed A future in us, and I'm too blind to see it You tell me you love me, but I don't believe it I go off my ex, and I make her the reason Why me and you could never happily be in a relationship with deep value or meaning You're trying to fix broken, I'm hoping you've seen You can't put me together when I am in pieces 'Cause when I think of you, all I feel is numb To my new girl, I know how to love I'm paranoid, I'ma fuck it up Our love void, putting trust in us I got fucked over when I tried it once Now my insecurities are levelled up I always assume what's ahead of us So, I leave you, knowing you're the one I'm stuck inside a paradigm Of not trusting those that step into my life I will not suffer heartbreak a second time And she asked, "Why?" And I replied I have a past that tends to taunt me I run from it, but it's exhausting Call me psycho, at least you called me Tell me why am I falling? Fall for you when I should be runnin' I hate every girl that I fall in love with I gave you my heart, it's all for nothing You tear me apart You tear me apart You tear me apart Loving me is a problem I'm closed off, I don't like talking I walk in commitment with precaution My last relationship caused this I gave her my heart and she lost it It's safe to say that I'm heartless I tried to date you and I made progress But the thought of being hurt again is taunting And now Because of you I'll never know if this is all a game Standing in hell, I burn in flames I burn down, down, down And she asked, "Why?" And I replied I have a past that tends to taunt me I run from it, but it's exhausting Call me psycho, at least you called me Tell me why am I falling? Fall for you when I should be runnin' I hate every girl that I fall in love with I gave you my heart it's all for nothing It's all for nothing