Tell U I'm Sorry

Come out to meet you Tell you I'm sorry You don't how lovely you are I had to find you Tell you I need you Tell you I've set you apart How come the ones we love the most don't ever stay How come the clouds don't ever pass when there's some rain How come I'm crying over shit I cannot change Can't give life to something dead I miss my dad he's in the grave I miss my fam I miss my ex I know she's moving on I'm really sorry for the way That I would treat you wrong And I don't think that time will ever heal this wounded heart I've been facing trauma since my mom and me were torn apart And that's just part of life but we don't know the why People taken from my life can't seem to compromise I try to pray to god it seems she never hear me right Lately I've been wishing on a star is that I would fucking die I cannot take another day of the shit I close my eyes and feel the pain from all the hurt that I get I crush it up and do a line and say it's one more hit Cause maybe if I'm feeling numb then I won't have to go quit Come out to meet you Tell you I'm sorry You don't how lovely you are I had to find you Tell you I need you Tell you I've set you apart I hate the way I treated you and we can't change the past But if we could then I'd do anything to get you back I'd see the time we had as blessings I would hear you laugh Loving every minute that we spent before we have to pass And it's just sad that we can change what is done I've been a failure as a person and a terrible son I wanna tell my dad I'm sorry but I'm under the sun Contemplating why I'm here and all the ways that i run I'm doing drugs have sex I'm blowing all my money on my own respect I'm trying to fill the void that been inside my chest Thinking I'll be better off dead Maybe finally I can get some rest I know that's not true and I just hate how I feel I need a therapist or something that can help me to heal Teach me how to play my cards when I don't know how to deal I'm missing everyone I've lost and I just wish it weren't real Come out to meet you Tell you I'm sorry You don't how lovely you are I had to find you Tell you I need you Tell you I've set you apart Come out to meet you Tell you I'm sorry You don't how lovely you are I had to find you Tell you I need you Tell you I've set you apart