Late Night Drives

You might think I'm okay Might even think I'm mighty But you don't know bout all these fuckin demons I've been fighting, I've been drinking just to fall asleep Liquor spilling on my sheets but I'm not even tripping because luckily this bottle's cheap Drownin' my sorrows like no tomorrow when I'm not discreet You can hear my tires screech before I'm even on your street Visions blurry So I've been driving like I'm in a hurry, I could call someone but I think it's best if they didn't worry Plus I like driving through all of the city streets lookin at all of the city lights Cause they've always given me inner peace, I been feelin' so incomplete Breaking up was a big defeat, I text your dad and I hit delete then I take a hit and I switch to swet (you know I miss you) Yeah But we've got issues girl, we'll never get through You never save me, I don't wanna fix you I gave my best I swear, I know you did too I know you did too But it ain't always Gonna go your way Or even my way We never compromised until it's too late With nothing to say I wanted you babe But I got these late night drives Yeah Beyond tipsy I don't know what's wrong with me I been playin' Drakes "Take Care" and all of these songs hit me I just saw a cop and it's risky but I'mma take a shot of that whiskey Cause I fuckin' hate how I always tend to just focus on what I'm missing And I miss us, I miss you, you don't miss me cause you were misused, you hate me for my issues, and I hate me for that shit too But it may be what I'm into It's crazy what I've been through But that shouldn't be an excuse for me to just let loose Damn I get sick to my stomach whenever I'm thinking about it Wasn't looking for love but was lucky enough that I found it But love wasn't made for the faint of heart, it's a sacred art That I only know how to break apart, fuck, I always hate this part (You know I miss you) But we got issues girl, we'll never get through You never saved me, I don't wanna fix you I gave my best I swear, I know you did too I know you did too But it ain't always Gonna go your way Or even my way We never compromised until it's too late With nothing to say I wanted you babe But I got these late night drives