Worst Day of My Life

I just had the worst day of my motherfucking life I'm tryna act like nothing wrong But I can't do nothing right So I'm about to break down 'Bout to lose my fucking mind If I can make it through today They said tomorrow I'll be fine, yeah Why can't I get out of my bed? Thoughts I can't get out of my head Got blacked out maxed out my credit card Why can't I get out of my debt? Chasing the feel-good feel real good But then I feel worse, feel better off dead Red pill, blue pill, one pill, two pill, ope I just ran out of my meds My whole life is a mess that I can't clean up A bully that I can't beat up Can't slow down though, I gotta speed up Got a lotta up keep that I can't keep up One step forward, two step backward Everyday's a new disaster Wonder if I turn the page Will I get through this chapter? I just had the worst day of my motherfucking life I'm tryna act like nothing wrong But I can't do nothing right So I'm about to break down 'Bout to lose my fucking mind If I can make it through today They said tomorrow I'll be fine, yeah I've been down this road before But I don't think I've ever been down this low I've been sad but I don't know why Think I lost my mind, but I found it though I just want someone to text me back Exept when the bank say "balance low" I just want someone to let me vent And not judge a motherfucker like a talent show Maybe I'm overdramatic and all my emotion erratic I'm prolly just overreacting But maybe I'm not, maybe the story I tell is supposed to be tragic If I try to bottle my thoughts I end up busting the glass or popping a hole in the plastic I wear my heart on my sleeve Like I got it sewn in the fabric I got some bad vibrations (Bad vibrations) I'm tryna stay clean on the low I know that's high maintenance (That's high maintenance) I got a lotta reason to go and I Might not make it (I might not make it) I got a lotta days like these and it test my patience And I can't take it, I can't take it I just had the worst day of my motherfucking life Tryna act like nothing wrong But I can't do nothing right So I'm about to break down 'Bout to lose my fucking mind If I can make it through today They said tomorrow I'll be fine, yeah This shit gonna be okay (This shit gonna be okay) This shit gonna be alright (This shit gonna be alright) This shit gonna be okay (This shit gonna be okay) This shit gonna be alright (This shit gonna be alright)