Golden Weather

Can't wake up, can't wake up from living in yesterday I've had enough, had enough of watching it on replay I'm so scared of every trigger 'cause if it gets pulled It's gonna turn my brain into an endless hole Going down, when will it happen again? No more golden weather All war and no surrender Now life goes on But I'm stuck in December No more golden weather Slave to what I remember Now I just pray That nothing lasts forever (That nothing lasts forever) With just a taste, just a touch My whole world is crumbling I'm either numb or feel too much And there is no in between Like a soldier fighting battles back behind my eyes These days, giving up is looking more like paradise Going down, when will it happen again? No more golden weather All war and no surrender Now life goes on But I'm stuck in December No more golden weather Slave to what I remember Now, I just pray That nothing lasts forever Am I manic, or is this just me? Panic is my personality The more I think, the more that I can't breathe If I show you, I know you'll just leave (If I show you, I know you'll just leave) (If I show you, I know you'll just-) No more golden weather All war and no surrender Now life goes on But I'm stuck in December No more golden weather Slave to what I remember Now I just pray That nothing lasts forever (Nothing lasts forever)