Temptations

I was going through it all And I ain't had no one to call I would listen to this music that would only make me fall down worse I knew it hurt, but I accepted the pain I poked a hole in my umbrella and just sat in the rain, for a while I liked the way that I would shake in breeze I liked the bruises on my legs, I liked the cuts on my knees, it was lies But I was falling down for most of my life Was used to getting beaten up, when there was no one to fight but me My heart was broken, it was filled up with lust I looked at women in a way that wasn't showing them love I was just desperate for attention, longing physical touch I thought that maybe they would heal me, in the end I was wrong again So I stopped from reaching out And I stopped the social life, I stopped the searching for some clout I stopped from all communication, people left me alone My mind was slipping far away, so far away became home again Why do I fall, when I'm faced with temptation Am I breaking my own heart again Why do I fall, when I'm faced with temptation Am I breaking my own heart again My heart was filled with lust My head was filled with voices, and these voices said I must My spirit was distorted, I'd forgotten how to trust I sent a call to Jesus, Jesus never got in touch with me But it was demons that was blocking the signal He was with me all along, the sin was clouding my vision He was there with open arms, but I was running away And though I thought I had no home, He had a place I could stay So I turned from what I knew I turned from all these lies that I would tell myself were true I cancelled out the music that would only make me blue I stopped from all the lusting, love is all I wanna do I'm stepping past the clouds that would manipulate my view The devil has no hold on me, my troubled days are through I offered up my heart and now this life I live is new Jesus, You're the only way, I put my faith in You Why do I fall, when I'm faced with temptation Am I breaking my own heart again Why do I fall, when I'm faced with temptation Am I breaking my own heart again Why do I fall, when I'm faced with temptation Am I breaking my own heart again Why do I fall, when I'm faced with temptation Am I breaking my own heart again Why do I fall, when I'm faced with temptation Am I breaking my own heart again Why do I fall, when I'm faced with temptation Jesus, save my heart from them