Friends?

If only you knew what I'd been through And ask me if I'm okay Do you really care? Laying up late and it's midnight Cold rainy days transition to some dark nights When I'm home alone Nowhere else to go Calling up my friends, wish I could just go let 'em know Depression finally hitting, I can't do it on my own Drowning in my sorrows, but there's nothing here to show All people really fake Lying to my face Telling me they there but never meaning what they say Call me up now, ask some questions Help me out, I need lessons All these games, why I'm stressing Too much work, life's depressing Only wanna check up when you hear it in my lyrics Say you okay, but I'm not okay Asking "Do you need some help?" Really acting like they mean it Say you okay, but I'm not okay I don't need friends, need friends, no All they do is come then go Don't come and give me hope Just leave me here alone I don't need friends, need friends, no All they do is come then go Don't come and give me hope Just leave me here alone Hard times Wish I could go make time Never had enough, went back I had a save mine Wishing you would pick up Wishing you would call back Talk me through problems Say you caring, hope you mean that Maybe I'm too sad, maybe I'm not Maybe y'all just flexing like y'all not Maybe I'm just honest, should I stop? Start telling lies like I'm not Sad and lonely no cure All these sins, a monster Fix me up, still not pure On the inside not my contour I don't need friends, need friends, no All they do is come then go Don't come and give me hope Just leave me here alone I don't need friends, need friends, no All they do is come then go Don't come and give me hope Just leave me here alone