Break Me Down

I been trying hard but I still fail Little bit depressed I don't know if you can tell Tell me I'm on earth but I feel like I'm hell Cause my heart has been burned by the time in that cell My mistakes I can't them back but I wish I could I wasted too much of times on the things that were never good Selling drugs to get the money that I would just never need Had 10 racks inside my pocket but I knew that it would leave Was in college but got kicked out They take away my dreams I had plans to be a teacher now they tell me can't be I'm a three time felon but I'm still not free Now I'm just another loser that will never succeed Remember that day she ran inside of my room Crying needing help but I didn't what to do Wish I would've killed him but she told me not too Never said he sorry for what he has done to you But I guess I'll take the blame Should've never left you alone on that day Add one more to the list my mistakes All I do is fail how do I have faith In a world filled with suffering There will never come a time I love again Anyone I love always losing them Think I'll be better off when I'm dead Break me down Break me Falling out You all know I'm falling But I'm free now trying not to bleed out From the wounds that I still hate to talk bout Quit drugs and I'm really trying to move on Tell me how to cope with the scars and a broke heart Some times I have hope it'll be okay Other days I think that the feelings never gonna change Some days when I wake don't wanna be here Other days smile on my face I can see clear But I guess that's life listen to the lies that I hear in mind Like when I say I'm fine but I know I'm not right I been trying hard to fight But I still wanna die I feel like I could never find the peace Or see the light that everybody say they see me Because I'm stuck onto the past and how I used to be It don't matter where I am I know I'm never free Break me down Break me Falling out You all know I'm falling Break me down Break me Falling out You all know I'm falling