I Don't Wanna Feel Like This

Everyday I wake to the same ole thang Mind still runs won't slow for the pain Same ole thoughts wanna send them way Till my mind gon change why they all got hate Like they so mad Why so sad Oh i've been there Want to leave Let me be Why can't I go Why it always be like that Life feel so off track So i gotta live inside emotion never coasting All my actions always gon bite back I been caught up in temptations Life on my shoulders it's weighting Tryna sit still but im shaking Ex dating I laugh but I'm faking get faded Really getting tired from the suffer She say hey don't act like i Know her Just another kid from the suburbs So low too hurt just wanting comfort I don't wanna feel like this Time moves so slow I just wanna kill that shit I been up on my own Time it always ticking and my conscious always bitching Lately i don't know what i been on Sit inside what i am missing never talk cause They don't listen Bad regrets why can't i move on Saying more from being silent people talk to fill the quiet talking shit like words are violent (No no no) Thinking bout your rival imma turn into my idol versers truer than the bible like (wo wo wo) Always been an outcast wanna stand out shit Till my soul got broke Then my heart lost hope Better on my own Better on my own Fuck the world so cold Fuck all the world finna go undertaker I lie in goodbyes when i say see you later When knowing i won't but helps like a chaser My life wrote in pen my mistakes no eraser Take it back Hold me back If i left you'd be loving that Romeo Kil me slow Hurting is all that ill ever know I don't wanna feel like this Time moves so slow I just wanna kill that shit I been up on my own