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Lately I don't really know what's goin' on inside of me I wake up every day and I just drown in my anxiety Know I can't complain so I just suffer through it silently But there's a disconnect from who I am and who I'm tryna be N-n-never change, demonstrate Cyclic habits everyday Pray to God who's merciful and hope that I see 29 Maybe I should slow it down and stop fearin' complacency But if I'm bein' honest dawg I think that it's too late for me I'm way gone, I'm talkin' way gone Ain't tryna stay long The pain come and fuck my days up I'm gettin' preyed on I been tryna grow I been tryna rest I just wanna slow down and catch a breath Thou cannot control, overthinkin' though So many things in this life that I regret Done pretending Unrelenting pain, but I'm too numb for venting Funds ascending But I got a funny feelin' God'll put me in a humble ending Just depending Only got four people in life that'll hold me down Everybody else two-faced I don't got the heart to call you my homies now Used to think I want a lot of friends and now I'm all alone I am not complaining, I know that it's the way it's gotta go (go) Still I feel there's something burnin' deep inside my soul Maybe just a broken boy that's healin' from a broken home You, I'm a slave to your violence Look at all that you put me through Got me hooked on the silence I've been your slave and I can't escape from You, I'm a slave to your violence Look at all that you put me through Got me hooked on the silence I've been your slave and I can't escape from Lately I don't really know what's goin' on inside of me I wake up everyday and deep depression strike me violently Maybe it's in solitude, but people really bother me I'm better off alone I told myself I swore it solemnly But honestly I'm feelin' like my soul is confused I guess the way that I grew up has left me prone to abuse 'Cause I been drinkin' and I mix it with some coke and some shrooms Inhaling smoke so I can hold it 'til I choke on the fumes But I been livin' large, spittin' bars Whippin' 'round in different cars This is not a flex because my happiness I disregard Uh, this the shit that I dream 'bout Ask my family, I peaced out Just to get some racks, but if not for that Where the fuck would I be now? I wake up and I could feel my heart pounding Tell me what have I been running from? Me Did the right thing and I still doubt it Won't somebody fuckin' help me out You, I'm a slave to your violence Look at all that you put me through Got me hooked on the silence I've been your slave and I can't escape from You, I'm a slave to your violence Look at all that you put me through Got me hooked on the silence I've been your slave and I can't escape from You