War With Myself

You know what it's like When my demons come to life And I start to overthink I begin to lose my mind I can't be helped WHEN I'M AT WAR WITH MYSELF At war with myself Devil on my shoulder I see ghosts around me Born a sinner too sinister Whatchu know about it? 2011 I was close to drowning All those close encounters with the police Posting bounties Told I'd go to county Whatchu know about it WHATCHU WHATCHU KNOW ABOUT IT 1996 I was born and bred up into more drama Poor mama She ain't know how to help With the boy's trauma Ma was busy working While I was out looking for problems I was such a clown Fucking wild Kids were playing double dutch While I was throwing uppercuts In scuffles I been bugging out Used to get in trouble then I'd double down Barley just a hundred pounds But always had to run my mouth Ego trip when I get heated It's at a fever pitch Demons in my cerebral The evil we finally meet again And I'm sure you wish me well But ignoring in the help At the core it's just hell When at WAR WITH MYSELF! You know what it's like When my demons come to life And I start to overthink I begin to lose my mind I can't be helped WHEN I'M AT WAR WITH MYSELF At war with myself Remember me? That dude you forgot about They used to tell I would not amount To nothing we was down and out Stuck in my mama's house Rapping but without a crowd Until I dropped Rise And I got mine Now you'll get yours For sure Better prepare for me to declare war Cause I'm airborne When you see me you'll scream for The Marine Core Devils reborn with these horns No remorse Never gonna stop for the cops I run till I'm out of oxygen Lot's of fun when I get jostling Shocking them with the way I can jump Right over the fence and drop in From the top I pop in like a chopper gun Better unpocket my glock And then cock it once no I cannot succumb To any mother fucking bitch ass hoe Who talks that shit like oh really is that so? If y'all had known what I been through But you pissants don't At WAR WITH MYSELF Till I'm ex'd out TIC-TAC-TOE! You know what it's like When my demons come to life And I start to overthink I begin to lose my mind I can't be helped WHEN I'M AT WAR WITH MYSELF At war with myself You know what it's like When my demons come to life And I start to overthink I begin to lose my mind I can't be helped WHEN I'M AT WAR WITH MYSELF At war with myself