Match My Misery

I'll confess that honestly I'm half of what I used to be Your tidal wave of apathy came crashing down on me But it's alright I'll walk these streets Let the spotlight shine on everything You know just what it means to be a walking catastrophe But it's alright And I know that I'll never win I'm half past the point of losing all control I can't fight the state of mind I'm in Your silence haunts my heart Casting out my shadow Further out that I go You won't save me And it is plain to see You don't match my misery Why is it hard to always make amends? Don't wanna play pretend So has my signal sent? Will bloody knuckles & bloodshot eyes Help convince you that I'm doing fine Feels like I'm lost at sea Hearts tethered, drowning beneath And I know that I'll never win I'm half past the point of losing all control I can't fight the state of mind I'm in Your silence haunts my heart Casting out my shadow Further out that I go You won't save me And it is plain to see You don't match my misery Match my misery Just fucking tell me the truth I'm good for nothing So I'm done with all of you Just fucking tell me the truth I'll confess that honestly I'm half of what I used to be You came crashing down on me But it's alright I'll walk these streets Let the spotlight shine on everything You know just what it means to be a walking catastrophe But it's alright It's not alright It's always fight or flight My spite gets the best of me every time I'm not better, no I'm not better I'll put myself back together Casting out my shadow Further out that I go You won't save me And it is plain to see You don't match my misery And I know that I'll never win I'm half past the point of losing all control I can't fight the state of mind I'm in You don't match my misery Match my misery