Hate Me

You said I was pretty when I couldn't look at myself How did you expect me to admit I needed your help? To put on your bandaid would mean that I'm showing my scars And I don't think I'm that far You gave me your hand when I knew I was slipping away That's why I'm conflicted when I hear you ask me to stay 'Cause being your burden is a heavy, a weight I can't bear And I don't think that shit's fair And you'll never understand I can't hit the ground if you always save me I can't move on if you never break me I'm never getting better if you're here 'cause I'm always feeling better when you're near and This love's too strong so you gotta hate me I try to be careful when choosing the words that I say Don't want to lead you to think of me in a certain way In another life I could offer what you want from me But I have history that I just can't repeat I can't hit the ground if you always save me I can't move on if you never break me I'm never getting better if you're here 'cause I'm always feeling better when you're near and This love's too strong so you gotta hate me You're just too innocent I'm burning all our bridges You couldn't handle this if you would really listen You never understood all of my bad conditions And you don't know how bad I wish that I was different (I was different) (Oh, I was different) (Yeah, I was) (Yeah, I was) (Mmm) You said I was pretty when I couldn't look at myself How did you expect me to admit I needed your help?