Hole In Your Head

I don't really care about the fame and the lights You know that it's fake as fuck when everybody nice I don't gotta be the one that anybody likes I'm already on my lonely, get the fuck out of my face like I've been doin' better when operating alone Shit up in my head, I been living with tryin' to cope I burned every bridge that would ever lead to a home I said I'd build 'em back, like I really mean it, but don't I can feel the monster start to creep up here inside again And therapy don't work if you don't do the work I tried, but then I took the plight to paper, painted pictures started poppin' With the pain projected, pried the piece and put it through the process Plus, I prob'ly picked the perfect path to prey on my potential Now I need a priest to properly pry me from all these pencils Pressure peaking, and they're judgin' every move that I been makin' All these counterfeits pretending that I'm not the one you hate I know that you want to forget I'm the little poison in your veins, bringing you to an early end I'm the lost innocence Hello (hello, I'm the hole in your head) Watch me, watch me like you're tryna forget Living inside, I am the hole in your head A constant reminder while you're all on my shit (on my shit) I am the one that's getting under your skin (under your skin) And you can try, but you will never be whole again Watch me, watch me like you're tryna forget I'm not a thorn in your side, I'm the hole in your head So give me no applause Tell me all the things you really wanna say if you were honest But I know you're not I think I know the plot Keep on smiling just to hide the jealousy that keeps on building While you take your shot Ne-, never subtle, I turn a city to rubble I'm stepping down where I want to and never concerned about who wanna talk 'Cause I'll just cut you and anyone bringing trouble Consider it my rebuttal when I hit you with the double Yeah, I did this on my own, and I don't need the love (need the love) You keep watching me do it, I know it eats you up So keep on doubting, I know it's gotta be gettin' old Seeing me in your thoughts when you're alone I know that you want to forget I'm the little poison in your veins, bringing you to an early end I'm the lost innocence Hello (hello, I'm the hole in your head) Watch me, watch me like you're tryna forget Living inside, I am the hole in your head A constant reminder while you're all on my shit I am the one that's getting under your skin And you can try, but you will never be whole again Watch me, watch me like you're tryna forget I'm not a thorn in your side, I'm the hole in your head (But you will never be whole again) Fuck you, watch Watch me, watch me like you're tryna forget Living inside, I am the hole in your head A constant reminder while you're all on my shit (on my shit) I am the one that's getting under your skin (under your skin) And you can try, but you will never be whole again Watch me, watch me like you're tryna forget I'm not a thorn in your side, I'm the hole in your head