I can’t stop, till I hit the black top.

They wanna see me sober but I’m not,

I couldn’t stay clean even with a damn mop. Imma young fiend gotta get what I want, and all that I need is the weed and the shots.

Stop tellin me how to be better off,

you don’t bleed how I bleed,

you ain’t seen what I saw. (nah)

You ain’t ever been to places I walked,

you ain’t ever felt this hate in your heart.

Or spending your days in a room that is locked,

where your only friend is the one in your thoughts.

I can’t let ‘em in they just wanna talk,

they wanna step in, I tell ‘em hop off.

I live how i live,

I know that it hurts to see me fall,

but I’m fillin’ up my cup, I’m sorry.

Smokin’ on a blunt, I’m sorry.

They want me to stop but I dont give a fuck, only thing that I want is to party.

I’m fillin’ up my cup, I’m sorry.

Smokin’ on a blunt, I’m sorry.

They want me to stop but I dont give a fuck, only thing that I want is to party.

I’m fillin’ up my cup, I’m sorry.

Smokin’ on a blunt, I’m sorry.

They want me to stop but I can’t get enough,

till I’m walking around like a zombie.

I’m fillin’ up my cup, I’m sorry.

Smokin’ on a blunt, I’m sorry.

They want me to stop but I dont give a fuck, only thing that I want is to party.

I’m sorry,

your love’s not enough to stop me.

I can’t get enough, once I catch me a buzz, Imma get fucked up in a heart beat, promptly.

There’s no endin’ it once he starts,

maybe I should try detox.

But the funny thing is I would rather not live then to ever even try comin off all of these drugs.

Yeah he’s fucked up in the mind,

he’s nuts but he doesn’t really mind.

Cause he still re-ups on a dime,

thinking it’ll be different this time.

I hit my plug like “Lemme please just get a little front this time”,

he said “Aha right, ya still owe me for the stuff that just got you high”.

Last night was a fantasy,

but then I went and woke up in this scary dream.

That just happens to be my reality,

I gotta take a couple more cause I cannot sleep.

Gotta take a couple more cause I cannot breathe,

man this the definition of insanity.

Eventually I hope that I land some peace, even if gotta drop and im layin’ deceased.

Cause I can’t stop,

till i hit the blacktop.

They tried to get me sober but I’m not,

I had 2 weeks now I’m back to the start.

Back 2 the circle, I’m back to the same damn spot,

at the bottom where I am a lot.

The chances are high that I’m gunna stay lost,

I wish i could say sorry, but I am not.

I’m fillin’ up my cup, I’m sorry.

Smokin’ on a blunt, I’m sorry.

They want me to stop but I dont give a fuck, only thing that I want is to party.

I’m fillin’ up my cup, I’m sorry.

Smokin’ on a blunt, I’m sorry.

They want me to stop but I dont give a fuck, only thing that I want is to party.

I’m fillin’ up my cup, I’m sorry.

Smokin’ on a blunt, I’m sorry.

They want me to stop but I can’t get enough,

till I’m walking around like a zombie.

I’m fillin’ up my cup, I’m sorry.

Smokin’ on a blunt, I’m sorry.

They want me to stop but I dont give a fuck, only thing that I want is to party.