I Love You / You Hate Me

I still remember that day, when I first hit you up And that smile on your face, knew that she was the one I was digging my grave, lost in my ways, really had no luck Then you gave me some faith, that maybe I could finally trust Our late night conversations, we would talk up, on the phone for hours Didn't judge where I came from, barely had an income But to you, it didn't matter You fell in love from the inside I feel your pain, and I know that you feel mine Then I'm watching these years just go by Once again, we'd argue and fight Say I'm wrong, when I know that I'm right Our L-O-V-E so blind Have makeup sex, know I can't resist What the hell is this? I'm not fine Now I'm Sifting through these memories, we shared together You lied, and told me that we'd always be forever I love you You hate me So toxic It's crazy I wonder if I am on your mind I feel like I keep wasting my time I love you You hate me So toxic It's crazy I wonder if I am on your mind I feel like I keep wasting my time Such a bad temper, I need to learn to control it And we're never revamping, the rage inside keeps growing It's about to get physical, without a plan in motion I keep looking for answers, but every time I ask, you blow it Like when will I realize? Need to move on, I can't do this no more Still missin' them car rides, reminiscing, alright Why can't I let go? You're confident, sexy, but also a hot mess Your arms around me, there's no stress We both had goals, with strong ambition Now, I'm sitting here, wishin' I could forget I stooped so low in the dark Gave you the keys to my heart Become so cold, tell me where do I go? When my whole world fallin' apart? Damn Must a took me for a fuckin' fool 'Cause ain't nobody gonna love you, like I do I love you You hate me So toxic It's crazy I wonder if I am on your mind I feel like I keep wasting my time I love you You hate me So toxic It's crazy I wonder if I am on your mind I feel like I keep wasting my time I don't wanna love no mo' I'm sorry it's too late, you'll miss me when I'm goh-oo-won So many questions I'll never know why-ee-yi It always felt like I'm the only one to try-ee-yi Just want relief, I don't wanna die Been on repeat, can't get you off my mind I love you You hate me So toxic It's crazy I love you You hate me (you hate me) So toxic It's crazy (it's crazy) I wonder if I am on your mind (really wanna know) I feel like I keep wastin' my time I love you You hate me So toxic It's crazy I wonder if I am on your mind I feel like I keep wasting my time