Where'd You Go

Where'd you go? I miss you so And I don't think I've ever felt so alone Ayo, some days they just don't hit Some days I wanna quit, give up all the music shit and dip I used to think that this would make me happy if I made it But lately I've just been so uninspired and keep complaining 'Bout everything in my life and home, I'm always on the phone More people listen now, but I've never felt more alone And I don't know if that's a product of the job Or more the fact I call it a job now and I refuse to stop When I feel I'm rundown to try to see my friends If you ignore enough of 'em, you'll stop receiving texts And when I am around 'em I'm too stuck inside my head So then I don't enjoy the moment, I just fear the day it ends So, I want you to know I'm a little fucked up And I just can't shake it, more close to breaking Than I've ever been at any point in my whole life Stayin' up and I'm talkin' to myself, like Where'd you go? I miss you so And I don't think I've ever felt so alone Where'd you go? I miss you so And I don't think I've ever felt so alone Please, come back home Yeah, my girl loves, but don't know if she's still in love with me I ain't had a drug, but don't feel like I'm in recovery Overthink the future then everything starts to fuck with me Feel like I'll get used for this content until they're done with me But I should be happy, look at these numbers doubling All the while the thoughts have just gradually gotten troubling Got an empty tank, it's just fear and depression runnin' me While I built this up my life was crumbling down They say that everything in life is beautiful I try to keep that that in the forefront of my mind But yesterday I fantasized my funeral And that's the happiest I've been in some time, so I don't know what's goin' on But I know it used to help when I would put it in these songs I always feared that I would end up here just like my mom When she would isolate and get depressed then try to end it all (Ugh) Yeah, it's scary 'cause I finally understand That all the things you thought would fix the problems really can't Like, why the fuck I feel this way if nothing's really bad? 'Cause happiness is not the absence of being sad, so I guess I'm kinda fucked up and I just can't shake it More close to breakin' Than I've ever been at any point in my whole life Lookin' back at all the good times we felt, like— Where'd you go? I miss you so And I don't think I've ever felt so alone Where'd you go? I miss you so And I don't think I've ever felt so alone Please, come back home