Gas Lighting

Look, I write from the heart so these people can relate to it Their needs I learned to cater it This recipe is dangerous The reach that I am aiming with Is reasonably angering The MCs I'm entangled with Feelings that I'm bringing to the table Davinci could never paint this shit Money and your jewelry you think you entertain us Is nothing but a lack of creativity In other words you're nothing but the industry's basic bitch Cheap talk leads to cheap results Hate the braggadocious folks You show boat I sink the boat The way I open fire on these rappers I can fill them with so many holes They'll need a toe tag for every single toe Bloah Told you I'm the freaking I mentioned it in every single single sold The shock value that I'm bringing with these lyrics you would My veins are filled with three trillion volts At my shows you can see the fans weep when they sing my quotes They understand that love is just a fallacy Cause woman say they want a loyal man Then they pass around that pussy Like a stoner with a plate of freaking pizza rolls, gross Ignorance is bliss that's why Really I don't need to know I'm focused on achieving goals You're focused on the, drinking, parties, pussy Blowing refer smoke just like a Wiz Khalifa clone Then you wonder why your life is fucking stagnant, why you never see results Hmm maybe cause you put your whole identity inside that fifth vodka That you're drinking every weekend hoe If you wanna change your life first you gotta change your habits I hate when people tell me everything yeah It happens for a reason cause a reason is product of your actions Actions are a product of decisions and decisions That you make are solely based on all your habits So when you try to tell me everything yeah it happens for a reason It's a cop out cause you hate to face the fact your the reason that it happened So quit with the excuses of its fuck you fucking bitch Suck my motherfucking dick and every single cum drop That's dripping out my fucking tip Wish that you would come to grips Life is such a struggle but there's peace behind the suffering Life's a heavy hitter so you need to learn to tuck you chin Truculent fucking man live a that is nothing But full of trouble and disgruntlement but I Try to seize the moment and truly just emphasize Every single blessing that's blessing me in my life I wrestle with conceptions of trying to do what's right But all that does is make me start second guessing My choices and decisions I decide So fuck it I'm try, I'm try to move on Imma cut all the ties in my life I don't want Compartmentalize my own pride only listen to my gut Push you all aside and opinions that you flaunt If you hate me then that's fine I'm use it as some fuel Just to leave you in the dust You told me I'm the problem now You're giving me apologies but sorry ain't enough Now I'm on the road riches I feel Jordan Pippin all the ways that I can ball out People show me love so they can try to take advantage But I'll never let my guard down Through the darkest times I feel like G-Eazy Cause all I got is me, myself and I when it's dark out Cause Drake is saying life is good that this is all Gods plan But when it rains, it's pour and this shit is nonstop Whenever life is going bad That's why my doubt starts creeping in My mind starts spinning like a drunk driver Trying to learn parallel park inside a cul-de-sac I need a woman who's hella smart Like Hermione Granger but got an ass, like she is Doja Cat I know she hates it when I tell her I hate her But man I love it when she yells and insults me back Cause I'm toxic, I'm a scorpio it's written in my blood I'm a profit, I'm deepest type of thinker Love the things that peak my interest But I'm really not so interested in love Only pay me with respect, or otherwise it's only insufficient funds Hate the city type of girls cause they call you the wrong name And then they tell you that they love you Then they go and fuck that brotha that they called you Then they tell you that they miss you then get pissed When you get distant like they got some room to judge But I'm the asshole right Yeah, I'm the big bad guy Cause I call you out but never call you back because your dag-gon-lies Used to fantasize about you and I But now I'm thinking maybe I should just cancel ties Because I hate who I'm who becoming Angry and so vulnerable Anxious, less approach To you I'm just a PlayStation how you keep on making me controllable Behaving inappropriate too And all you do is play these fucking games but I don't know the rules You're only making time for just a couple people And I know that I am not one of the chosen few There's a difference between what I want and what I need I used to simp all over But this is what I'm supposed to do I used to think that you and I were picture perfect now I think it's time to quit the photo shoot