Words That Don't Exist

I'm sick of running out of breath Explaining what is in my head I don't know how to say out loud I wish that I was dead Since I was young, I only bleed In languages nobody speaks What you can't feel can still be real I'd kill to make you see I'm on my deathbed and no-one knows 'Til somebody can crack this code I'll be here writing on my wrists All these words that don't exist I'm in a place you will never find 'Til somebody learns to read my mind I'll be hanging off the edge of this All these words that don't exist I'm sick of spilling out my soul In dialects nobody knows What I express, it'd hurt much less To cut my tongue from my throat Now I give silence like a gift 'Cause being brave is just a trick That proves there's still more room to feel Much more alone than this I'm on my deathbed and no-one knows 'Til somebody can crack this code I'll be here writing on my wrists All these words that don't exist I'm in a place you will never find 'Til somebody learns to read my mind I'll be hanging off the edge of this All these words that don't exist All these words that don't exist All these words that don't No I don't know if I can be the hero I don't know if I can save the day Talked myself off a million ledges Just for everyone to think they're fake SOS, I'm sending signal fires Made up a bruise is in bitten skin I hope that heaven will take this liar Because the line is never been this thin I'm on my deathbed and no-one knows 'Til somebody can crack this code I'll be here writing on my wrists All these words that don't exist I'm in a place you will never find 'Til somebody learns to read my mind I'll be hanging off the edge of this All these words that don't exist All these words that don't exist All these words that don't exist