Limit

At the bottom of a bottle filled with pills Tables turned, lessons learned A psych ward napkin changed the life I tried to kill With three words, "Let it burn" But I'd never change a damn thing, was born in 2016 The day that I stood face to face with death When my world started cavin', it broke me and it made me A poet for what people leave unsaid Where do you run when you're at your limit? Tell me, who can you trust to be the one to witness? You come undone 'Cause I don't feel like someone I can love So close to choosing death over the feeling of not being enough I wish I could heal and say it's done But I don't know how I'm gonna fight when I'm at my limit, limit Yeah, I think I've reached my limit, limit But I learned how to live with it I wasn't well, but I had peace I had hope, normal things Thought if I got the help I need It could fix everything I trusted medicine to save me, feels like it killed me With tremors on the bed, I can't forget Now I live with PTSD and pray that there's an ending 'Cause I don't wanna die inside my head So, tell me, where do you run when you're at your limit? (Where do you run? Where do you run?) And tell me, who can you trust to be the one to witness? (When you) you come undone 'Cause I don't feel like someone I can love Don't think it's worth it talking 'bout the thoughts I tried to end with a gun, yeah I just wanna heal and say it's done (don't wanna run) But I don't know how I'm gonna fight when I'm at my limit, limit Yeah, I think I've reached my limit, limit But I learned how to live with it So if you're sick in ways that no one understands Hope you know you're not alone If we walk through hell, we might as well hold hands We should make this a home Where do you run when you're at your limit? (Where do you run? Where do you run?) Tell me, who can you trust to be the one to witness? (When you) you come undone 'Cause I don't feel like someone I can love So close to choosing death over the feeling of not being enough I wish I could heal and say it's done (don't wanna run) But I don't know how I'm gonna fight when I'm at my limit, limit Yeah, I think I've reached my limit, limit But together we can live with it