Angel vs Demon, Pt. 4

Wai-wait-wait How did I get here? What do you mean, how did you get here? It looks, oh, so familiar That's because it is I got a confession to make Lately, don't know how much more I can take I go to my room, try to gather my thoughts As I battle my demons, my mind will go blank I say that I'm busy, but I'm not productive Will dwell and complain, I'm robotic or somethin' Repeating my actions, compulsions are floodin' Intruder inside of my head, causin' ruckus Woo! Now, that's where I come in the picture Don't need to explain, 'cause I totally get ya Ya' misery's caught up, ya' pain is your pleasure I'm asking the question, when will you surrender? Without hesitation, the answer is never A grave wit' your name on it, do us a favor We'll do it discreet, I ain't signin' no waiver Just stating the obvious, don't be a hater These voices get louder Each night, to the point where I feel defeated All the fortune and fame I could really care less, I am here for a reason Can't turn back now Come alive, in the night time, talk to ya' demons You can't take no mo' To hell you go Oh no, ain't about to relapse Not a chance, no way, can't go back Take a chill pill, you do not believe that This my therapy, music, I need that People out there, dependin' on me Savin' lives, what I do, you cannot compete You've become so numb Let's end all grief Years ago, I was considered nobody Persistent, I was, when I didn't have money I wonder what life will be like As I sit and reflect, I continue to fight Continue to fight, or continue to fall? Based off your expression, you look like you're lost You got all your fans, but no physical body You're lonely and tired But, I won't die a copy You think you're somebody? I think I'm the best Playing with me is like Russian roulette Odds are against me, but I'll take the risk I'm a beast, I'm a god, I'm as ill as it gets Down in the trenches, I like to get dirty I actually work, do not think you concern me Scared for your life, you don't have to admit it You know that I'm right, ain't got time for your gimmicks These voices get louder Each night, to the point where I feel defeated All the fortune and fame I could really care less, I am here for a reason Can't turn back now Come alive, in the night time, talk to ya' demons You can't take no mo' To hell you go Oh no, ain't about to relapse Not a chance, no way, can't go back Take a chill pill, you do not believe that This my therapy, music, I need that People out there, dependin' on me Savin' lives' what I do, you cannot compete You've become so numb Let's end all grief Can't face your irrational fear My thoughts are intrusive, I can't shed a tear You're falling apart, know your momma is toxic She suffered an injury, yes, I acknowledge I wanna cut in, but there's no way to stop it I'm mentally ill, maybe I've gone psychotic I should see a therapist Fuck all your problems Since Joey has passed, ya' spirit is haunted Let's just be honest, you're sick of the gossip So sick of the nonsense, you're making me nauseous Avoidin' the tasks that ya know y'should be doin' This rap's in my blood, and I'm speakin' it fluent Woo! Knew I was born to be different I'm gifted and talented, no interruptions Enough with assumptions, a prayer will be needed Thy father, thy son, and thy holy spirit These voices get louder Each night, to the point where I feel defeated All the fortune and fame I could really care less, I am here for a reason Can't turn back now Come alive, in the night time, talk to ya' demons You can't take no mo' To hell you go Oh no, ain't about to relapse Not a chance, no way, can't go back Take a chill pill, you do not believe that This my therapy, music, I need that People out there, dependin' on me Savin' lives, what I do, you cannot compete You've become so numb Let's end all grief